Saturday, May 4, 2019

The Sick Poet


He lay in his bed of words
Dying of meaning
The pages of a rhyming dictionary
Torn out, shredded and stuffed
Into a bag that he uses as a pillow
To rest a head bereft of connections
To his senses and his experience
He rarely used a rhyme anyway
Just when the time was right
“No rhyme before its time!”
He jokes to his Muse
Who doesn't get it.
Now every word seems like “orange”.
His hand shakes barely holding a pen
Scratching the pad like a car in a skid
It's his last sheet of paper
Now the pen runs dry
But it doesn't seem to matter
He has nothing to write anyway.

Words Without Words


He wore a perfect blindfold-- a bleak mask

For an elected blindness not to see

A thing, or any one, including their

Words to read that could be misleading him.

Words can deceive, even start bloody wars.

He began scrubbing his memory of language--

Thought symbols he used to speak, hear, read

And write... they only feed on themselves

Like cannibals hungry for glib answers

From his gut, twisted by feckless questions.

Now he hears language sounds that mean nothing,

Like the sharp commands heard by wild dogs

Unleashed by scarecrows that they ignore.

He hears rushes of the wind, cicadas,

Thunder, and waves repeating restful

Endings upon sandy shores, music heard--

Unspoken things like that, unwritten, move

On, to forget without traces so he'll be ready

To hear wondrous things as they are just born.

He might hear tandem footsteps on the sand,

On grass, moving closer, moving away...

Stopping, silence-- a real moment simmers...

He listens as the quiet of someone there

Brings their world so near to him without a word.

He feels her breathe without symbolic clutter.

He learns to know her, who she really is.

Maybe now he'll take the mask from his eyes.